Rome Was Not Built In A Day, Honey

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Remember my post about how marriage seems to be fragile these days, no?

Well I think it’s true. Someone I know got married 5 months ago and now she’s getting divorced.

Honestly, it was like yesterday where we were all happily together cherishing the moment of her solemnization. I’m indeed serious. I thought it could last forever, well I thought wrong. Too short to relish the moment of ‘just got married’.

The ‘mutual submission of love’ doctrine in a marriage seems to be flimsy.

You can’t tell what’s going to happen in the future. No one could. If we could have even a slight look of how the future would be, then it would be easier for everyone.
I was shocked, stunned and I still am.

I don’t know what went wrong and I refuse to listen to both sides knowing I have tendencies to be bias. God knows the truth and maybe this is the best for them. I refuse to blame anyone and my sympathy has its own limit. But my heart goes out to someone.

You know the saying ‘proof of the pudding is in the eating’. Well I’m neither married nor that I’ve ever experienced any divorce, still I wanna float my thoughts about it.

Why would you agree to be married if you know you’re not going to be loyal? This is not a mere game to anyone. It involves feelings. Feelings are fragile, honey. A piece of advice, never sail under false colours.

I’m sad for not being able to change people’s mentality. I believe everyone has their own set of mind. Some think wise before they step into something big and some may not bother to do so.

True romance is hard to come by these days. Call me lame or whatever you please, but I’m looking for a true romance which I know it doesn’t exist anyway. I don’t want to get married and then get a divorce. Everyone thinks the same right?

It’s like why would you bother to let people hold onto your heart when you know they’re not going to hold it forever? As cliché as it sounds, I dream for someone who will accepts me for who I am.

To a certain someone, I hope you believe in karma.

--> enjoy this song. It seems to fit in the air. I love how Alex wrote 'They made it far easy to believe that true romance can't be achieved these days'...I love Alex Turner..


Only Ones Who Know ~ Arctic Monkeys

In a foreign place, the saving grace was the feeling,
That it was a heart that he was stealing,
Oh he was ready to impress and the fierce excitement,
The eyes are bright he couldn’t wait to get away,
I bet the juliet was just the icing on the cake,
Make no mistake no,

And even if somehow we could have shown you the place you wanted,

Well I'm sure you could have made it that bit better on your own,
And I bet she told a million people that she'd stay in touch,
Well all the little promises they don’t mean much,
When there’s memories to be made,
And I hope you're holding hands by new years eve,
They made it far too easy to believe,
That true romance can’t be achieved these days,

And even if somebody could have shown you the place you wanted,
Well I sure you could have made it that bit better on your own,
You are the only ones who know

P/s: It’s sad how people often like to talk and think about the bad things that happen instead of the good.

MUSE - Neutron Star Collision (Love Is Forever) [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

Monday, May 24, 2010

Okay. Here's the official video of Neutron Star Collision (Love Is Forever) by Muse.
This is Eclipse Twilight Saga soundtrack. Watch the video, you would be thrilled to watch few glimpses of Eclipse movie if you are a Twilight fan.

Well you know I was once a twilight fan but not anymore. I don't know how but I've seem to lost my interest. But hey I still love Robert Pattinson but not as much as before.

I honestly think the movie itself wasn't that good. I mean did you see K.Stew acting? Oh gosh. Sometimes when it's the right time to feel sad, it didn't hit me to feel sad because she wasn't that good to portray the emotion. You know watching the movie was like Is she sad? Is she happy now? kind-of-thinking..

Don't slay me just because I've said these things. I know her fans would be mad at me. No offense guys but I believe she did her best. That's good and I really hope she's improving as I write now. She's still cute though. =]

Taylor Lautner and Rob Pattinson can't act too. The good things about Twilight that keep people craving to watch it because

-It's based from the novels so if you've read it of course you would wanna watch it in real live action.
-The good choice of casting, I mean how many of you watch it just because of Robbert Pattinson himself? Taylor Lautner? Kristen Stewart?
-It's one of the new 'IT' thing. you know it's like if you don't watch Twilight, you're like an alien. Something like that. But oh please, this is only for feeble minded.

but then again, there are thousands of people who still appreciate the whole movie itself. People are different. Some people think it's good and vice versa. It's up to you on how you value it. It doesn't matter as this tiny thing doesn't affect much of your life. Right? =]

So enjoy the video. And yes I'm a MUSE fan. I love hearing Matt's voice and seeing him playing piano made me drooling as usual.

p/s : Random ~ I'm looking for an architect.

No Ordinary Thing

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I've been looking for their song like forever. I've listened to one of their song once in someone's blog. I didn't remember the title of the song which makes me cringe the most. All I know I've got the mp3 version of the song in my laptop. You know you can download the mp3 automatically with IDM.
I know the artist and the title of the song once I've downloaded it. Keep listening to their song for the whole day. Next thing I knew my laptop got infected with virus and couldn't open it (Remember my post about it, no?). The question is why I couldn't remember the simple title and artist's name?? Well maybe the idea of hearing and having only one song doesn't trigger my sense to remember it, no?!.

I had to format my laptop and there goes all my recently downloaded files. I couldn't restore it back (only some of it). Thanks to the genius-me to keep defrag my drives. According to IT forum I've read, once you defrag the drive, it'll store your files neatly. It's like re-write or re-locate the new data and yada yada. Something like know cleaning and arranging your files and data. (Correct me if I'm wrong).

Whatever. The thing is I've lost the mp3 and I remember nothing about the title.
All I know is part of the lyric says 'Absence makes your heart grow fonder'.
Well I'm googling like mad (maybe no) hoping to find something similar but to no avail.
I've never found the song up till today.

Finally I found it and there I realize the lyric actually says 'Absence makes her heart grow fonder'.
It took me quite a bit to find the exact song. Well I could have search properly but I didn't.

Here's the song. You've got to love it, mannn. The band is called Opshop from New Zealand. Mind you, I've never heard this song playing in my country so it's kinda hard to search for it by only remembering the one line lyric and rhythm.
I tried to sing it to few friends but no one's ever heard of it. Damn. You know it suck when the music keep playing in your head but you don't know where to find it. Grr.
So enjoy the song, ONE DAY. oh NO ORDINARY THING is cool too.



p/s: I love the song. If you hate it, say nothing. Thanks =]
If you love them, try check out other songs as well.
I know I was so last season. UGH.


Friday, May 21, 2010

You've got to watch this advert. Well NIKE never fails to entertain me with their advert.
The world cup fever is on the heat right now. You know as BPL season ended.
Can't wait for world cup match and I'm rooting for Spain as usual. But I love Germany as well. But never mind, who ever wins the title deserves it in every way.

P/S: Now there are too many speculations about Fabregas whole transfer drama. I honestly hope he stays but still waiting for some sort of confirmation. I trust Cesc and Arsene himself to do the right thing.

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing
You believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs

The Lord knows that this world is cruel
I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning lovin' somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool

I sang your songs, I danced your dance
I gave your friends all a chance
But putting up with them
Wasn't worth never having you

Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool

I keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Want this plot to twist
I've had enough mystery
Keep building it up
Then shooting me down
But I'm already down

Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting

Well, if I was in your position
I'd put down all my ammunition
I'd wonder why'd it taken me so long

But Lord knows that I'm not you
And if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waitin' on love aint so easy to do

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool

No, I can't I always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool

~~This is random. but do you sometimes wish to talk to strangers about your feelings, problems, your world etc. They don't know you so they don't judge you. They can't comment you on what you do. Do you???


Saturday, May 15, 2010

I will find the best in me
And I will find the strength to be immune
If only I could

I know you’re fragile

I will never let u die, will never let you try

p/s: For those who don't know yet, my heart is indeed fragile.

I'm officially 22.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

It’s my birthday. I’m officially 22. Well it does sound old to me. I’m feeling old. Sigh.

When I was a kid, I always dream to be an adult seeing how cool adult was back then.
You know adult get to do their own things, to drive alone, to go shopping alone, and to be able to cook, to be able to choose their own style and sorts.

But now at the time being, I miss being a child. You know we get to whine and cry if we didn’t get what we want, but if you’re an adult you’ll be blamed for not trying harder to get what you want or if you whine people will think of you as a loser. It’s pathetic.

Sometimes I miss being 15 but actually I don’t. It’s just an excuse for me to avoid being in this adult world. You know sometimes you say you miss being 15, 16 or whatever age, but then looking back at the time when you were 15, life wasn’t that good. At least for me, it wasn’t that good.

Being an adult means having more responsibilities. You have to be mature as one step further determines your future. Any steps you make, it’s going to make a small or big impact in your life.

But still you have to lead your own life, who would lead it for you? Do you trust your friend more than you trust yourself?

A word of advice, don’t trust anyone more than you trust yourself. You know as they say trust but verify.

I’m 22 but hell I think I have a 40 year-old soul inside. Ha Ha. You know back years ago when I was a teenager (oh wait, I still am. Am I? xD), I love to go to concerts, going out and come back late at night, I love seeing people play skateboards, I love getting to know people in any way I could engage myself into and bla bla. You know things people do in their growing-up phase.

But now, I don’t go to concerts anymore (rarely), I hate coming back late at night (If possible, I avoid going out at night), I enjoy seeing people baking, I don’t really like to know people anymore. It’s like I’m 40 years old. I’m not having fun. I’m only 22 for God’s sake. Sometimes I do wish I’m as wild and open as ***** (Insert your idol’s name).

I wish to be more casual-minded, open-minded but it’s just not who I am anymore. Damn. I’m still young. Can you imagine how would I be when I’m really 40? Ugh. Please. I hope I’m not regretting any of these.

It’s my birthday and I just want to thank my parents for having me in their life. I may not be the greatest daughter but believe me, I’m trying my very best to be one. They have raised me well, they taught me well and it never occurred to me to forget how much they love me and how much I love them.

P/s : They say live your life to the fullest and never regret your past.
And infinite thanks for the wishes, gifts and treats. I had a blast birthday. It was fun. Thanks girls. Love you guys. Thanks to my family for the cakes and gifts too. =]


Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Okay. Tomorrow is my birthday. =]
I'm a Taurean.

Taurus Positive Traits

Reliable with lots of patience
Extremely kind and loving
Strong determination
Very security minded

Taurus Negative Traits

Prone to jealousy
Can be Resentful and Rigid
Greed and self indulgence issues

Haha..All Taureans, what do you say?
Well I think most of the traits are true. =]

Lagenda Budak Setan promo

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Franky, I don't know why but I think I have to blog about this, share it here. This is Lagenda Budak Setan promo. This movie is adapted by a famous teen novel by Ahadiat Akashah. I think he used to be a famous author for romance and mellow kind of story in Malaysia. I've read the novel once. I'm not an avid reader but I used to read novel back years ago during my school days. I think I was 12 years old that time since my neighbor has two shelves full of novels. But as I grow older, I don't like to read novel anymore. I don't have such passion to read the novel till the end. I'm too lazy, I prefer something called movie. Ha Ha
This one is like a must read when I was a kid. You know, peer pressure. Everyone reads it, and you don't wanna miss out on anything. It's a good one. And now they're making a movie out of it.
I'm not a fan of Farid Kamil but the promo looks good. I'll watch it for sure. What do you say?

p/s: If you are a Malaysian and you have never read it, you're like missing out on something huge. Oh wait, maybe that was 10 years ago. Damn it. Ha Ha. Now, you don't miss anything then. Haha

Stand By Me

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Currently listening to this song on repeat. I love the old Oasis. Damn the day Noel left the band. His voice is so good. I'd love to play this song with guitar. But I don't even know how to play guitar. I know how to play piano but only on basic level. Never completed all levels of my piano classes. I don't have time. I will someday and I will learn how to play guitar as well. I love music. That's why I'm always melting whenever I see someone's playing any musical instruments.

Here's the cover by someone. I don't even know her but sounds good.

and here's the live version of the original Stand By Me sang by Oasis (Noel).

Stand By Me ~ Oasis

Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday I've -
Gotta lot of things to learn
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day -
Before my heart starts to burn

So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find
Behind the door

Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If you're leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I can never give you
My heart can never be your home


Meds by Placebo

I was alone, falling free
Trying my best not to forget
What happened to us, what happened to me
What happened as I let it slip

I was confused by the powers that be
Forgetting names and faces
Passers by were looking at me
As if they could erase it

Baby, did you forget to take your meds?

I was alone staring over the ledge
Trying my best not to forget
All manner of joy, all manner of glee
And our one heroic pledge

How it mattered to us, how it mattered to me
And the consequences
I was confused by the birds and the bees
Forgetting if I meant it

Baby, did you forget to take your meds?

And the sex, and the drugs, and the complications

Baby, did you forget to take your meds?

I was alone, falling free
Trying my best not to forget

p/s: I had quite a rough day. This song makes me sane again. Life is all about going through the cycle all day. Sometime the same cycle, and if you are good enough, you change your cycle or life will change it for you.

Trailer Analysis of Avatar: The Last Airbender.

Monday, May 3, 2010

oh wait I found this cool one. the trailer analysis of Avatar: The Last Airbender.
See it if you're a fan of the cartoon..=]


Avatar: The Last Airbender 2nd trailer

okay here's the second trailer for Avatar: The Last Airbender. OMG.
I'm effing excited. Can't wait anymore.
Remember my last post about Avatar. I said I'm not really excited.
Well I still am not that excited but I'm excited. What the hell?
I'm excited because I can't wait anymore.
I wanna watch the movie because I really like the cartoon.

I'm not excited because you know it would be cool if M.Night Shyamalan cast a Chinese boy rather than white boy for Aang role. Right?
It would be nice if Aang doesn't look so serious like this kid does. Aang in cartoon is so funny and clumsy.
It would be nice if Prince Zuko is not Indian.
It would be nice if Katara and Sokka is not white. Come on. The water tribe don't look white in cartoon. Do they?
It would be nice if Prince Zuko scar looks real and vivid.
It would be nice if they really cast people based on cartoon.

The good side:
Appa does look like Appa.
They have the blue spirit in this movie.
It looks like they follow the storyline of the cartoon.
It has 3D version.

Well let's just wait till 2nd of July. I really hope this movie is good even though the trailer looks kinda cheesy. M.Night Shyamalan, This better be good!
I don't want this movie to be list as another crap movies made out of anime or cartoon. Remember Dragonball? Dare I say, worst movie I've ever watched. One of the many.

p/s: What's up with the dragon? I don't seem to remember any dragon in the cartoon. Is it Avatar Roku? oh but he did ride a dragon. anyone? help me..