Called and Uncalled For

Last night I had a minor accident. Alhamdulillah all of us are doing fine. But my car had a little injury. So little that it cried my heart out. ;'(

I admit, I might have pressed the gas pedal too soon and then bump.

One thing for sure: Your subconscious mind is very powerful.

My conscious mind is responsible for the logic knowing I couldn't pass it but then my subconscious mind injected the ego 'Nah, surely you can pass it' that turned out to be false.

Subconscious mind to the conscious mind : "The installed program of ego is going to be launched and the result will be a behavior that you may regret later."

Kaboom. Regret....and still regret...!!!

To counter for the mistake, my subconscious mind launched the reflex actions. hmm

Still, things happened for a reason.

'Redha' is one word befitting my situation right now.

Lesson learnt. It's time to smile again. ;)

(No one is considered to have believed until he believes in qadar and that good and evil are from Allah and until he believes that whatever has befallen him would have never missed him and whatever was decreed not to befall him will never befall him.) [Tirmidhi]

Sharp & valid

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As Loud As Feeling

I'm writing this as a response to this. Guess this is written for all of you, you know who you are.

“The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart”
― Helen Keller

It'd be a blatant lie if I say I felt nothing reading the entire post because man, I do. And I do it wholeheartedly hence writing this entry.

It's no surprise that we have known each other for almost 4 years and counting. We just sort of clicked and like a force between two magnetic poles, it can never be broken. At least not without a presence of another force.

What force? It could be anything but I'll leave it as it is. I'm afraid my thoughts will turn into reality.

Anyhow, in less than 2 months or 3 months top, each of us will depart and follow a different path. Some of us are getting married, some of us might be planning to continue studying and whatnot.

Truly time isn't so friendly to us. At least not in our final semester because I swear everyday I was left being unsatisfied with the time we spent.

Never enough.

There's always new gossip to share.

New issue to prank.

New thought to ponder.

New opinion.

New joke.

With you guys, there is always something new.

I love how a mundane day can turn into a joyous day in a split second.

How ridiculously plain issue can turn into a redonkulous joke of the world.

How a short laughter can turn into a chain of laughter among us.

pic courtesy of steve

How the 'no offense' jokes become 'offense intended' jokes for a mere laughter.

Trust me dearest friends, if I were to summarize the whole experiences it still wouldn't be enough.

For that, I thank you all my beloved. Merci beaucoup.

Thanks for letting me see life through a whole different perspective. I wouldn't have changed for the better if it's not for your kind endeavor.

For the times we bicker and such, that's just a mistake every once in a while. And here's sorry for the mistakes done. Cheers. :)

Let's enjoy the time that we have and relish it while it lasts.

The span of our friendship is never up to any limit.

Though we go our separate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made

Please remember, Please remember

Reminder

“Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”

One liner #001

"Always some clown looking to stir the pan." ~Mike

Of thinking beyond

A new chapter of life is beginning soonish.

I'm not sure about others but I have a fest inside my head. A planning fest, that is. I tend to plan lots of things inside my tiny head.

Words i wanna say.

Things i wanna do.

Places i wanna go.

Inappropriate honest opinions I wanna shoot.

Dreams I have.

It's all in my head. It's a galore. Sadly, most of the times it didn't happen the way i wanted it to be or perhaps the way it should have been. But for the things I did, things I have gone through, I keep reminding myself there's no regret.

"Nothing can happen to us except what Allah has ordained for us. He is our Master. It is in Allah that the muminun should put their trust" (Al-Tawba: 51)

It shouldn't be any regret. The problem lies for the things I never do, things I wanna do.

What's the saying about following your guts etc? Well sometimes I feel like I have no guts to do some things. That explains why some things left in the list, never been ticked off.

"If I could give you just one gift, do you know what it would be? Confidence." (One Day, 2011)

Yeah, I need confidence. Still confidence alone isn't gonna cut it. I need something more.

I actually tittered at the thought of me wanting something more. I haven't rip the shadow of my so-called confidence, yet I want something more. Hish.

Many a time I think and just think, never really do what I wanna do, never really say what I wanna say and the list goes on. And for the things I should do or must do, I tend to stall it. It's fatal. I do believe the more you stall, the lazier you are. At the end of the day, you'll go crazy.

Funny how a brain works, often driven by aims or targets. But who am I kidding? We are His servants with a sole purpose which is to serve Him and none other. In spite of all that, for the worldly affairs if we have a longer time span of accomplishing a goal, we would nonetheless stall if we could. The likelihood of giving other trivial business is higher.

This is where I am wrong. In need of a change.

It's a new year soon. According to Muslim calendar, it's 1433. Alhamdulillah for Allah still giving me a chance to breathe in for another second, minute, week, year (God knows when).

Life goes by in a blink of an eye. I read this one book and it is true that time is going faster these days.

The Prophet(SAW) told us that one of the signs of the Last Day would be that

“Time would move faster - so that a whole year would pass like a month, a month would pass like a week, a week like a day, a day like an hour, and an hour like the amount of time it takes to kindle a fire.” (Ahmad)

This is actually a reminder for us, forgetful servants to do rightful things for gaining access to the beautiful jannah.

Note to self: Do and keep doing. Not think and do nothing.
InsyaAllah.

Salam Maal Hijrah. Xo

That's My Man, yo!

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