Almost killed a cat

Oh. I just hit a white cat. I was driving fast but not really fast but I was driving on the fast lane where suddenly this white cat popped out in the middle of the road and next thing I knew I hit the cat. I’m pretty sure that I hit it so hard that it gave me a sudden shock because I thought the cat is dead. I remembered pushing my brake pedal so hard but it didn’t help to avoid hitting it. A few seconds later I saw the cat frightened but I didn’t stop my car to look for it. I should have at least go and look for it or even send it to a vet or something but I didn’t. I just couldn’t go out because it’s night. I’m glad that I didn’t kill it but I felt so bad for hitting it. It was like I killed a human being. It happened so fast that I didn’t remember to turn my car or do something else to avoid hitting it. I felt remorse for not even go out and look for it. What a cold bitch I was. What if it’s somebody’s cat and I’m sure the owner must be really mad at me for hitting the cat one and second for leaving the cat just like that. I’m so sorry and I never intended to do so. When I got back, I noticed that 2 numbers from my plate number are gone and I could imagine how injured was the cat seeing my plate number like that. Oh poor you Kitty and I just want to say I’m really sorry for what I did and I hope you are going to be okay. I hope I’m able to sleep well tonight.