There are few unexplained things in this world and me being fucking lazy and moody is one of them. Don't even know where to begin to end all these stupid and ugly feelings.
Been like this since I had my gastric. God knows how annoyed I was with the pain.
It does feel like something's missing in my life and what the hell is that is left unknown. Ish. Tried several things to release my tension but to no avail. I believe this is a test for me.
What did I do wrong that every single thing I do now seems to be crap..
I have 3 midterm paper coming up next week and I'm still dealing with my feelings..
I haven't revise anything yet. Tskk Tskk..
My workload has been multiplied by dozens..Too many things to do in a short time.
Too many things to think..hurmm..(still thinking...)
I thought I left "my whining skill" when I enter 2010 but hell no, I'm still good at it..Sigh..
I'm supposed to be grateful for what I have and I shouldn't whine.
I'm being super lazy and I'm too lazy to go the clinic as well.
Lately my body is like very weak and prone to tremor and fatigue.
I didn't have good sleep at night too. How could I sleep well when there are lot of things to do and to think huh??
Bought a magazine to entertain me but didn't work.
Talked to few friends to entertain me. It worked only for a while.
Read other people blogs to cherish me but to no avail.
My heart is weak so does my body.
Felt like crying but don't have any apparent reason to do so.
Why everything does not work just like I planned?? =[
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
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