Sleep Deprivation

Oh I’m extremely exhausted but I feel like I wanna write something in here.=]
I have just finished my ADSP exam for today and I thought I was late for my appointment with my lecturer so went to his room but he wasn’t there and asked me to reschedule the meeting tomorrow morning. Sigh.
Then I went back to my room to finish my lab report and assignments. I was actually too tired to finish it so I fell asleep (I barely slept last night as I was busy cramming for exam).
Now at the moment, I have to finish my report and prepare for the presentation tomorrow, not to mention the last exam.
I’m going to have a hell day tomorrow.
1) Morning – I have EMS lab form 8.30am till 12pm
2) Afternoon- I have to present about Surgical Robot and the seminar is up until 5pm
3) Night- I have I&M exam starts at 8pm up till 10pm
4) 10pm onwards – I have DSD discussion for designing combination lock for hotel safe
Well 1+2+3+4 = I’m DEAD..sigh
Hopefully I’m not going to die..haha..Please give me some strength and maybe lot of energy for tomorrow..! Life is hard..=p

I think right after I finish my discussion tomorrow, I'm going to take a serious sleep. At least 24hours of sleeping..nah, that's a total lie.
8 hours of sound and safe sleep is enough for me. By saying sound and safe, I mean sleeping in an air-conditioned room filled with aroma scent + no mosquitoes + no lights on + no phone's vibration + no alarm.
But I have to wait until Saturday to achieve that sound and safe sleep since I'm going back home on Saturday for a break till Tuesday. It's Chinese New Year's Eve, I'm not celebrating it though. But I'm going to do some shopping on weekend. Heeee..=]

me & you & daisies

Because I whine so much, I complain like crazy..!! hehe..so here's another lovely song by Aslyn..Guess life should just be about love and peace and me and you and daisies..peace..=]



Life's are open, every day's a little tug of war
Take it too easy and you might end up muddy and coarse
But if you hold it at the hip
You just might win it
There are choices that you wish would never show their head
Days the cards aren't on your side but they're the ones you get
There's a moment you can choose
What you say is what you do

You don't know the story
You don't know what happened
You don't know me like you thought you did or you'd be laughin'
Days are just erasin'
You complain like crazy
Life should be about love and peace and me and you and daisies
Me and you and daisies
Me and you and daisies

There are fires of the heart and there's a storm that spreads
There are questions when you slice what everybody says
There's no power to rewind when you're the one who said it
Do you hold your shoulders back so you won't cross the line?
And when you're on your knees, do you think you've got a lot of time?
'Cause there's a riddle in the wind
Can it blow you down again?

You don't know the story
You don't know what happened
You don't know me like you thought you did or you'd be laughin'
Days are just erasin'
You complain like crazy
Life should be about love and peace and me and you and daisies
Me and you and daisies
Me and you and daisies

Life's a letter that you send
You can't write it out again
What's the use if love's a trend?
When you believe in me depends

You don't know the story
You don't know what happened
You don't know me like you thought you did or you'd be laughin'
Days are just erasin'
You complain like crazy
Life should be about love and peace and me and you and daisies

You don't know the story
You don't know what happened
You don't know me like you thought you did or you'd be laughin'
Days are just erasin'
You complain like crazy
Life should be about love and peace and me and you and daisies
Me and you and daisies
Me and you and daisies
Me and you and daisies
Me and you and daisies

Going crazy with 'crazy me'

There are few unexplained things in this world and me being fucking lazy and moody is one of them. Don't even know where to begin to end all these stupid and ugly feelings.
Been like this since I had my gastric. God knows how annoyed I was with the pain.
It does feel like something's missing in my life and what the hell is that is left unknown. Ish. Tried several things to release my tension but to no avail. I believe this is a test for me.
What did I do wrong that every single thing I do now seems to be crap..
I have 3 midterm paper coming up next week and I'm still dealing with my feelings..
I haven't revise anything yet. Tskk Tskk..
My workload has been multiplied by dozens..Too many things to do in a short time.
Too many things to think..hurmm..(still thinking...)
I thought I left "my whining skill" when I enter 2010 but hell no, I'm still good at it..Sigh..
I'm supposed to be grateful for what I have and I shouldn't whine.
I'm being super lazy and I'm too lazy to go the clinic as well.
Lately my body is like very weak and prone to tremor and fatigue.
I didn't have good sleep at night too. How could I sleep well when there are lot of things to do and to think huh??
Bought a magazine to entertain me but didn't work.
Talked to few friends to entertain me. It worked only for a while.
Read other people blogs to cherish me but to no avail.
My heart is weak so does my body.
Felt like crying but don't have any apparent reason to do so.
Why everything does not work just like I planned?? =[



She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

Not in a good mood

Apparently for no reason, I'm not in a good mood today..had a pretty rough day with my gastric and other stupid things..Currently listening to Whatever by Oasis. Old song but it never bores me. soothing me somehow.!


I'm free to be whatever I
Whatever I choose
And I'll sing the blues if I want

I'm free to say whatever I
Whatever I like
If it's wrong or right it's alright

Always seems to me
You always see what people want you to see
How long's it gonna be
Before we get on the bus
And cause no fuss
Get a grip on yourself
It dont cost much

Free to be whatever you
Whatever you say
If it comes my way it's alright

You're free to be wherever you
Wherever you please
You can shoot the breeze if you want

It always seems to me
You always see what people want you to see
How long's it gonna be
Before we get on the bus
And cause no fuss
Get a grip on yourself
It don't cost much

I'm free to be whatever I
Whatever I choose
And I'll sing the blues if I want

Here in my mind
You know you might find
Something that you
You thought you once knew
But now it's all gone
And you know it's no fun
Yeah I know it's no fun
Oh I know it's no fun

I'm free to be whatever I
Whatever I choose
And I'll sing the blues if I want

I'm free to be whatever I
Whatever I choose
And I'll sing the blues if I want

Whatever you do
Whatever you say
Yeah I know it's alright

Whatever you do
Whatever you say
Yeah I know it's alright