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I’m back in college and in fact, I’m now alone and kinda feel like writing something. I’ve decided to join the robotic contest (with the help of some motivation from team mates) so I came to college a week earlier as to prepare for our robot. And you know usually at this hour, we’re still at the lab so I don’t really put much thought about sleeping alone in my room in a huge empty block. Tonight we finished early since we’ve decided to start at 10am tomorrow morning so here I am living alone in my room. Yeah my friends asked me if I want to sleep at their room but you know being me, I don’t really like to sleep at someone’s room (I don’t want to bother them) so I said no. Oh wait not that, I said that I’ll try to survive and if I feel like something is not good, I’ll definitely go straight to her room. Her block is just next to my block. By the way I’m doing okay for now. It’s not like I’ve never did that before.
Well the thing that I wanna write is actually about jokes. You know there are tons of jokes, mocking jokes, funny jokes, sarcastic jokes, silly jokes and bla bla bla. I like to crack a joke and please do know that I didn’t mean any of it. I mean for silly jokes, sarcastic jokes and even mocking jokes. I mean like ‘hey, I thought it was funny’ but yeah not everyone gets it. I mean not everyone knows it’s a JOKE. Yeah, no kidding. Sometimes I was being quite harsh or rude but please to everyone who knows me, it’s just a joke. Please take it lightly and live your life. =) I know sometimes I kinda went overboard but never did I intend to do so.
For that I might have hurt you guys in any way, I’m so sorry. I get it, everyone has a feeling and sometimes a little tiny joke for you is actually a huge sensitive matter that you shouldn’t even touch. I know. Been there, done that. But it was just a slip of the tongue. Believe me; I know the time when I went a bit rude. Usually I’ll stop the jokes and go to my invisible mode for a little while and gosh, I slap my forehead 1000x times and if you could see it, you’ll see me hit my head with a huge hammer as well.
And trust me; I’ve lost count of the times I’ve been there. And being me, I’ll go apologize but you know sometimes I don’t really just go and apologize. Yeah it’s not really an easiest thing to do. Whatever that is, I’m just saying that I know sometimes I might be a tad too rude or harsh or insensitive, but hey I meant no harm to any of you. It’s just a joke. Don’t worry; every single day I’m feeling guilt-ridden for the jokes that are not meant to be jokes. But hey that’s how I roll. =) Peace.