Note to self

Yesterday, I heard another news about an accident. For the past few weeks, this is the 4th times I heard about an accident involving people I know.

My heart did stop for awhile. Alhamdulillah, so far none of these people I know had severe injuries. Me and my friend went to see our sister, and as usual the conversation among us never stops. ;)

I've never had or met with an accident before. I didn't know how it felt. But yeah, it made me realized we just have to be extra careful. We'll never know what's going to happen. This is just a test from Allah.

"The heavier the burdens placed on you by Allah, the more strength He will give you to carry them" ~Yasir Qadhi

Sometimes we tend to forget. Sometimes our own responsibility was put on hold to meet other, more trivial things in this life.

This is a reminder for me, to reflect upon myself. Again, I'm not a good person. I may have neglected few obligations, I may have hurt others...I'm not even perfect. Perfection can only be attained by Allah.

I think some of my jumping beans are resting. Deep in my heart, I felt disappointed. I felt like I made a lot of mistakes lately. All things, good or bad, all come from Allah. And yes, I had a severe migraine today. Mr. cerebellum still hasn't got his rest. I've been thinking and keep thinking.

That tiny voice inside my head keeps whispering, always succeed in the effort of crushing my fortitude. Sigh. :(

I wonder what does it take for you to push yourself up to the extra miles? Persistence or passion or even faith and hope is enough?

NVM, I'm still trying my best to smile to everyone. Let's just smile while we still can. :)

P/s: Excuse my PMS-ride. It's once in every month.